As I learn more about 1st century uprisings, it is clear to me that the ancient people of the Roman provinces would have benefited from a basic knowledge of geography. They get together in a crowd of 5000 and think it's a multitude. None of them ever visited the circus maximus obviously. Today we take such knowledge for granted. Most Canadians, for example, know that they are outnumbered ten to one by the population of the United States. For Canada to win a ground war against the United States is impossible. But the ancient zealots went to war against Rome under similar odds. Did they not have maps? What made them think they could win? Rabid Essenes came out of their desert caves, forming camel columns, swords waving wildly in the air, about to engage in a doomed assault against Roman tanks. They were practically asking for their temple to get burned.
Oh, but see how well modern Israel stands her ground when outnumbered ten to one, say you, thinking you're smart? But Israel has the full military backing of the United States. That evens the odds a lot. The U.S. has all those taxpayers. But what did the ancient zealots have? Just that poor old lady who couldn't impress anyone but Jesus with her puny coin. It costs money to win wars.
Anyway, I'm full-time now, with my shifts spread out across the whole week. I've got my mind on my job mostly, since its the one that pays me for my efforts. But I still get musically inspired and expect to ultimately be in the situation of making money for my music. My personality is just a bonus, I guess. With this employment to focus on, I care much less about my blogging. It's only ever been a time passer for me. I never got paid for it. And while I'm trying to jump through the hoops of the credit bureau to qualify myself for an online musical enterprise, I hope you don't think that frauds like Taylor Swift or those other indie frauds with my music should keep any credit cards that so wrongfully rewarded them for the appeal of their poor victim's music.
Feb 07, 2020
Whenever I hear whispers about fat chicks or wife beating, it's easy for me to trace the source. As the victim of countless copyright violations which were supported by the media, I suffer from endless image violations now as they try to salvage what's left of their image at their victim's expense. So whose faces are they displaying like Stalin on the buses and billboards today? Is it a funny comedian who plagiarizes my blogs? Is it a rock star who plagiarizes my songs? What does it do to them to receive that kind of attention for their lies? Wouldn't they get addicted to the rewards of such fame and spend the rest of their lives trying to hang onto it?
And who else knows about the rewards of fame? Who covets those rewards? The media. They're so close to that heaven but perhaps not allowed full admittance. They don't get what the musicians get, for instance. And they must covet that in the most sinful way. It's so clear that they desire fame by their vast amounts of airtime. They want to be stars and to be considered persons of talent. But they certainly don't know how it feels to be the author of hit songs or popular comedy as I was. If they did, they might have treated me with more sensitivity. As for their rewarding the egos of frauds like the Crystalids and Taylor Swift with the rewards of my music, I think it was extremely irresponsible of them. Almost no human being deserves such a fine reward, but the media cheered as it was handed over to music frauds and comedy frauds who 'got big' with my music and comedy. They probably did this so they could be in on the hip, exclusive party for a change.
My attitude against media and broadcasters has not changed. I do not trust them. If they can't even get the author's name right on one of my posts in twenty years when I've posted thousands of times, if they can't even tell you the truth about who wrote a song or a joke, they're to be shunned until they can. In the meantime I'm working hard. Hard work and effort is the key to living. I put a great effort into my songs and it's right that they were recognized. But those imitating frauds want people to think they work hard with my hard work. Who's on the American Music Awards this year? Taylor Swift? Is she out of jail? Who's at the Grammys? Whose name is on the award for my song, or did they return that one? Did you let them keep the rest? Their fraud and self flattery makes such a mockery of my hard honest work. They must not know the first thing about it.
Well, I guess I'm over that. I'll have to remember to bring some reading material with me to work so I won't have to be offended by the newspaper columns. Got a day off today, so I'm gonna take it easy and watch documentaries about spies. I see that Kim Philby took a Russian wife. Russian women make good wives. They're very faithful. Look at Oswald's wife. She defended his honour even after the police had him in custody. And he mistreated her by all accounts. They have the right attitude. Plus she was beautiful.
By the way, that Russian woman who was kind to me is not the woman they're all saying it is from YouTube. And no, I don't have a thing for 'fat chicks.' Do these assholes never quit behind my back? In fact, that particular relationship occurred long before I was on YouTube, back when I still had fair treatment from strangers. She's married to someone else now.
